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2001-2005 Poems

“exhale.”

self-importance is suicide
and suicide is
self-important.
i don’t care about
your brain matter spattered or splattered on the wall or the ground
just waiting, WANTING to be found
so some someone can say some something, smattering
about how wonderful you were, a flower forgotten,
or a fountain untapped or some other meaningless metaphor.

do yourself a favor and build–
MOLD
MAKE
CREATE
a bridge:

a bridge overlooking a still stream:
a stream so still and so smooth
that you can slip into it and lose yourself
between the water and the air,
unsure whether to exhale or inhale.

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2001-2005 Poems

“an elegy for the departed”

This was something I wrote very early one morning. It seems that my best writing comes between the hours of 12 AM and 5 AM on the night before an exam or a research paper is due. This was something that I had originally posted to the main Gekko site, mainly because I didn’t feel like fixing WRITE CLUB. I’m inspired at 4 AM; I didn’t say I was motivated.

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2001-2005 Letters

An Open Letter to M&M/Mars Corporation

Dearest Candy Kings,

I have a few queries upon which I am hoping you could perhaps shed some light. Before I even start with those questions, however, let me tell you a little bit about myself. My name’s Michael Ollinger, and I have been eating your candies for as long as I have been alive, which has been nineteen, often hellish years. My mother used to melt Three Musketeers bars and spoon-fed them to me until I was able to hold the candy bar in my tiny little fist. From ages 4-14, I dressed up as an M&M; for Halloween. I think those two examples provide an adequate view into my preoccupation of your fabulous candies. Now that I have been through such needless formalities, let me digress into the proverbial beef of this letter.

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2001-2005 Poems

ALWAYS TRIUMPH

it started in the deepest black
boys & men mount
boys & men go
boys & men no turning back

grabbed their guns and kissed their little ones
mother & child weep
mother & child grieve
mother & child dream for your brothers & sons

splashes of red & white shattered the canopy of night
the quoarians fought hard
the quoarians wrought bars
the quorians saw their enemies and smote them

the bright red blood
on their dark blue uniforms
blood bled so red
under skies steely gray

the quoarians open battle on their foes
tearing open their green bodies
intestines flopping out over skin
the quoarians kills strongly; they eat their foes’ flesh
thet pluto moons weep for their losses
quoaror is supreme; they will always triumph.

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2001-2005 Poems

“The Lost Sheep”

The following is something I just wrote. Yesterday, in one of my bright moments of creativity, I came up with a line. One that was so poetic and so lyrical that I just had to try and write something to accomodate it. Below is my attempt. I am not going to say which line is the “money” line, but I bet you could guess. And yes, it’s 1:47. A.M. 1:47- really early in the morning. The only people awake at this hour are the unemployed and the utterly insane. And I have a job. Oh yeah, today is my half birthday. I’m 21.5 years old. Human years, that is. I’m 32 in keplars!

Anyway- as promised, I humbly submit to you, anonymous (or not so anonymous…LARRY) Internet reader, my latest work in verse. Its working title is the “Lost Sheep,” but I am considering other names such as “The Sh33p” and “Pass the Mint Jelly.” Furthermore, I’m sure several different conclusions can be made from reading this. Rather than allowing you to form them yourself (Where’s the fun in that? You’re force-fed nearly everything else that composes your personality.), I will enlighten you. I’m not good at writing poetry. In fact, I daresay I downright suck at it. Well, “suck” is such a strong word…I feel that “blow” would be much more befitting. What else? Hmm…oh, and I probably have some deep-rooted unresolved issues with my mother. Nothing like Portnoy, but damn close. Although just to allay any suspicion, I will say that Kerry (or Kare-Bear, as I call her when no one’s around or listening to me) hasn’t tried to cook and eat me…yet. Bon appetit!

I am a lost sheep, a lost sheep!
I’ve lost my mother,
have you seen her– Peep?

How can this be? Oh mother Peep!
You’ve lost me, and I’m your favorite sheep!
You’d take me to town,
you’d take me to fairs,
you’d parade me all about.
I was your trophy,
I was your treasure.
But Mother, where am I now?

Some mother you are, Goody Peep!

If my memory holds true, and I think I remember well.
I was your lamb until you took me to town to sell.
I was your trophy and your treasure, no doubt.
I was your biggest and fattest sheep,
the one you told your friends about.

A fair price for me you could not fetch,
So you kept me, much to your great regret.
When the hard times came to knock,
my head met the chopping block.
Peep, why me and why now?
Why not the hen or the sow?

What’s this? You haven’t lost me, Peep!
Why, here I am- on your china plate!
Next to the bread, baked with yeast.
What’s this? Me? Your favorite sheep?
Well, I sure hope you enjoy your feast.

once loved, then lost, and now ate…

Oh well-

clarity at last is clarity at least.

–Post over, Mikey out.